Today

Today is a weird day... last night was THAT night... the one that you don't want to remember forever, but you more want to throw it away because you are disgusted with yourself.  It is sunny today, and walking around in shorts and a tank top is so perfect, especially when you are sitting on a bench in front of Lake Merced sweating because it is so damn hot.  I felt like I was being followed; like someone was lingering over everything that I did. Then some kid came by the path on a bike and yelled something at me.  I didn't hear him because my iPod was all the way up.  Today is a WEIRD day.